Wah is soon 5 min to 2 am.

I am so excited.

This few day been a up and down journey with the Lord. Why up and down? Is like today I can fly but the next day I am so dead and rotten. Some days I just felt so drained and worried I just felt so tired out.

Just a few words for the Lord things are so different.

Just now was gathering with some of my cell members. As on the way back, I felt a prompting to go punggol park and rest from the holy spirit. I know I need to settle some issue with God. When I reach the park, I being to talk to the Lord and tell Him how I feel and how scared I am.

After that He told me pluck in your MP3 and worship me with songs. As I worship the Lord, this song call 'draw me close to you' at the point of time, I recall a story about the Prodigal Son.

I believe many of you know this story. At that point of time my context is the heart of a father. The overwhelming respond when He saw His son coming back home. Yes that excited and overwhelming feeling. The Lord does not blame us when we go astray, everyone go astray no matter how close you are to the Lord. We go astray because we love to depend on our own strength, we love to seek the earthly treasure, we are impatience to wait for the Lord to prepare His stuff. Maybe today you came home, the very next day you ran out again to seek.

The Lord is asking me to go home. At that point of time tears being to flow down. I am being reminded how broken I am in the past and how much I need the Lord. Is just that simple child like faith 'yes father'. No matter bad we are He still wait for us at home to hug us although it hurts.

I am worried about giving up certain things and also worried about my future ect. But the Lord told me, there is no need to do anything to make Him stronger because He is already perfect.

What He want is me going back home to rest. This is the little gift that all I can give, no matter what I do He won't close the door. That is his unfailing love, the love that melts.

Next thing I ask, then Lord why you ask people to do your work. He say I no need people to do for me, He is looking for willing souls, willing to do His work because they know the work is the very heart of the father, His very burden, His work will no longer be work already but out flowing. Whenever we feel tired out we should just go home and drink from Him.

1 day in His court is indeed better than 1000 days else where. The Lord allows us to get out of the House because there important lesson He want to teach us when we get home.

At time we just so impatience to wait for the Lord, at time we should just find rest and be still and know that He know every single desire in our heart=)

what more can I share? I am just excited because His mercy endure forever!