Saturday sermon was about fund transfer during the end time.

Also talk abt the cycle. But we have to guard our heart. Focus on God not the money=)

Regards to money, God is a God that provide and want us to prosper=) However we should always seek Him for who He is not what He can do for us. Go after his heart, be a faithfui tither also=)

Hmmm as I think about why wicked person have to go through the cycle such as , asset being drained off, property getting cheaper ect. Why? As I think about it, God is actually closing doors to wicked person, so that He can open the door of salvation. While for chrisitian why we receive blessing? Because God want us to manage it well, and how we use the money carefully, also so that we can be a blessing to other people, showing compassion to the poor.

Whatever is it, most important is to know who you are in Christ, also to love God with all ur heart, not going after money.
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Also sunday I went to punggol end to relax and seek the Lord. So over there I fliped to book of Philippians.

Philippians4:6-7

6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; 7 and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

This verse is about thanking God=) Also to seek the Lord with your heart. So that whatever you ask from the Lord, God will give you the peace and wisdom that will guard your heart=) Many a time I would like to depend on my own strength and will eventually I failed agian and agian and become tired. But when we seek the Lord it is different=)

I being to thank God for his goodness in my life also what He has done for me. Also to lay my request regards my future and also that I will guard my heart and always go after His heart and will=) Also that I have peace and also that I will be wise enough to discern through His spirit.

As I am at punggol beach, I felt so peaceful and loved by God. Seem like a honeymoon walk agian! hahahha.

Been worry about my future ect. Even broke down before God=) Is a beautiful things.

Jeremiah 29:11-17

11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.

12 Then you will call upon Me and go and pray to Me, and I will listen to you.

13 And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart.

14 I will be found by you, says the LORD, and I will bring you back from your captivity; I will gather you from all the nations and from all the places where I have driven you, says the LORD, and I will bring you to the place from which I cause you to be carried away captive.

Door might be seemed to close. But I know some door is closed because God is going to open another door to me and walk in His glory.

I just pray that I will wait and always be reminded who I am in Christ.

I does not matter if I got into that school a not. It is all about God not me=)!

Lord You are above all!

You took my fault even I don't deserve it,
Your great love simply melt me.
I have a hope so sure because of Jesus,
The name that is above all.
You thought of me on the cross,
what else can i say? Just 3 word I love you Lord!

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Nyp rejected me I am so discourage. But I am assured in Christ=) I have a future and a hope in Him.

Romans 8:28 what is this verse? go and find out yourself=)

Wednesday I attended R-cell, and enjoyed being in God presence, weep during the presence of God as I am seeking Him earnestly. When I am being reminded of Romans 8:28 I weep non stop. Because of certain disappointment I faced. What happening I can't blog here haha!

But no matter what happen, I will still choose to worship God for who He is and not pursuing over the experience He can give me to feel good.

Is true that there is cases where people have the experience of God through manifestation to build up faith. But we shouldn't use it as a must for every believers to have this encounter, or even use it as a gauge to measure believers. It shouldn't me our main focus. But seek God for who He is.

If God don't give you this and that experience it does not mean you are not spiritual or what.Because God does not forsake anyone=) Maybe time is not right or maybe He have greater things for you planned ahead.

But rather are you going to go after God's heart instead of what He can do?. I have nothing to show to people but to God alone. Only myself know=)

Being filled with the holy spirit is a everyday thing not a one day thing=)

Is a blessing and the walk is getting exciting=)!

Today was a great day.

Waking up in the afternoon. Still quite troubled by Republic Polytechnic. As I think about it, I don't see the point in going back as I will be going through motion. I don't do thing that I simply have no interest in, simply no enthusiasm in it.

Well I all think about is,'Oh God where are you'. So at about 5 pm I am reading about having a quiet time with God. Is all about seeking Him in a quiet place. A clam and lonely places, where your inner souls can connect with Him. Most importantly having the discipline to overcome the things of the flesh and be sanctify by the Holy Spirit. So today i decided to go Punggol Beach to quiet myself down during this tough time.

I being to take out my camera and snap and snap. By some of the pictures are really nice, do take a look at here! After snapping I go to the jetty and begin taking to God, I thank Him for the wonderful creation and also to ask Him speak to me as and let me have the strength to keep away from distraction. During that time, it was so windy! I am being reminded of the story about Elijah going through a hard time after killing all the false prophet, and went through depression, but the Lord delivered Him. As he stand on the mountain, after being restored, God whisper to him.

Although I didn't hear any whisper, but as the wind blow it remind me as Holy Spirit came as a rushing wind that stir up the passion within me for God. Yes I being to look into the sea and the sky, my God is a wonderful God, although I am troubled by what my future going to me, but as I thought of how wonderful my God is being to feel much better. Because my nothing is too difficult for my God!

Jesus I thank you for showing my the way and the truth=) and teaching me how to pray=)

When I reach home I being to share my photos. One of my ex classmate from rp told me this, 'i don't know why... everything i go to see your photos, i get touched deep in my heart...now your song, is making me feeling like crying.. and it's not a bad thing..' I kind of have a assurance. I thank God and praise Him=) My aim is to glorify God and to impact people.

Wonderful day=)

hi! Having BBQ session with cell grp later haha.

Prayed before going off and now rushing to blog before I go off=)

Being burden by school this few day, you see tomorrow people start school already and now I am waiting and waiting. Even worst I wait without assurance. However back up plan is private but the cost is expensive ect. Also being burden by other stuff.

Also wondering what is God plans for me. I been complain 'eh God you say you provide show it to me', 'eh God how? poly haven't reply me, private is expensive eh', 'eh God what is your life story for me?'/

All sort of complain, I always thought that being a photographer, or digital media artist ect seem like does not fulfill God purpose for me. But as I pray, I am wrong already, because God don't need so many pastor, so many cell grp leader, but what God looking at is a heart after Him. Being a photographer ect, is just like why people be cell leader? reason is to serve God, touch people life and also to glorify His name.

Actually being a photographer same this 3 purpose can be fullfilled, how? be a photographer whom images impact people or filled with life meaning upon reflecting.

Being a photographer can also serve God, how? By being a servant in everything you take, be happy with what you are doing, and to shine for Him. 'Where your heart is your treasure will be=)' heart that is set upon God in whatever you are doing.

Lastly be the head and not the tail. Using God's creativity to take photo or be a digital artist, in the industry we can also be a salt and light of the earth=) Greater is He who is in me right! We can glorify His name by doing our best, Magnify his name in the industry and shine for Him=) !

Being burden about my future, as I prayed I am being ministered by the holy spirit gently. 'Be still and know that I am God', 'I will soar above the storm with you', 'God will never forsake us or leave us'. As I prayed my inner self is being focus upon God and I am assure that my future is taken care by God because long before I am born, He already know my life purpose=) I put my trust upon God and be still and know that He is God!

Truly when we need Him, we humble ourselves and seek Him, He will hear us. He not only hear us, He will fill our cup of dryness, He will heal us, He will restore us, He will answer our prayer if it let His will be done.

Power of God love=)