hi! Having BBQ session with cell grp later haha.

Prayed before going off and now rushing to blog before I go off=)

Being burden by school this few day, you see tomorrow people start school already and now I am waiting and waiting. Even worst I wait without assurance. However back up plan is private but the cost is expensive ect. Also being burden by other stuff.

Also wondering what is God plans for me. I been complain 'eh God you say you provide show it to me', 'eh God how? poly haven't reply me, private is expensive eh', 'eh God what is your life story for me?'/

All sort of complain, I always thought that being a photographer, or digital media artist ect seem like does not fulfill God purpose for me. But as I pray, I am wrong already, because God don't need so many pastor, so many cell grp leader, but what God looking at is a heart after Him. Being a photographer ect, is just like why people be cell leader? reason is to serve God, touch people life and also to glorify His name.

Actually being a photographer same this 3 purpose can be fullfilled, how? be a photographer whom images impact people or filled with life meaning upon reflecting.

Being a photographer can also serve God, how? By being a servant in everything you take, be happy with what you are doing, and to shine for Him. 'Where your heart is your treasure will be=)' heart that is set upon God in whatever you are doing.

Lastly be the head and not the tail. Using God's creativity to take photo or be a digital artist, in the industry we can also be a salt and light of the earth=) Greater is He who is in me right! We can glorify His name by doing our best, Magnify his name in the industry and shine for Him=) !

Being burden about my future, as I prayed I am being ministered by the holy spirit gently. 'Be still and know that I am God', 'I will soar above the storm with you', 'God will never forsake us or leave us'. As I prayed my inner self is being focus upon God and I am assure that my future is taken care by God because long before I am born, He already know my life purpose=) I put my trust upon God and be still and know that He is God!

Truly when we need Him, we humble ourselves and seek Him, He will hear us. He not only hear us, He will fill our cup of dryness, He will heal us, He will restore us, He will answer our prayer if it let His will be done.

Power of God love=)